I'm sitting here watching Ryan play Zelda. I can't help but be amused by it. He's a wolf, apparently. He used to be a human until he got sucked into this level (or something) and now he's a wolf.
And after reading my last post, he informed me that neither I (nor he for that matter) is a "generation x-er".
I was way off.
I'm feeling much better. I talked to some people and they just listened and made suggestions about what I need to do to feel better about my situation. Sigh. I feel so weakened by all this. Like I might not be able to come out triumphant. I will try to endure. But it's definitely going to take a toll.
Last week I got started on the anchor tattoo on the right side of my torso. It's large. And in charge. In a week or two I'm getting it colored in. I'm sooooo psyched about it. I've been wanting to get this done, something for my grandparents, forever. And I never realized that loving people so much could hurt that bad. But they're with me until I'm with them again one day. Now, literally. And I couldn't be happier. (Pictures soon.)
I suppose I have to start living again tomorrow. School and work. Back in full force. And it's pretty depressing. But I have to stay motivated. Or else I'm headed for another breakdown. Geez Louise.
Noteworthy : Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows comes out July 21. I'm counting down the days.
And 300 comes out a week from tomorrow. Cream my jeans.
Love to Miss Amber
who always makes me smile.
Have a lovely weekend.
1 comment:
i am glad you are feeling better my friend.
breakdowns are always going to be there.
they are good for ya.
you are able to tear apart your life for a day or two and maybe figure a few things out...and that is good.
can i say how excited i am to see this anchor tattoo? i too have been wanting to get some work done. where you going?
thanks for the love.
u make me smile as well.
xo me
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